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28.8.04

Moved

hayy peeps. finally. alrights. ive moved.

HERE!!!!!

neededToPlay at 8/28/2004 01:59:00 PM

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27.8.04

Fcuk-ed

i'm practically screwin g my whole life up now.

screw me, someone.

the prelims..a stone's throw a away. and fcuk-ed up me, is still idling my fcuk-ed up time away. gee. and the best thing is i'm not even doing anything about it. yayy.

//applause//

how the bloody hell am i ever gonna get to SAJC? sheesh.

ok. and i just got back my lit CA. in e com lab now. havin some lit lesson. and screw it larh. got a bloody 13. dont know what the bloody hell is wrong mann.

i mean. not that i'm tryin to praise myself or whatsoever, i seriously do not know why i'm gettin such marks fer...LITERATURE!

help.

neededToPlay at 8/27/2004 10:33:00 AM

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4.7.04

Free

And do you still touch her like you do
Kissed all over in the way I kissed with you
Or when you sleep with her do you sometimes think of me
Not if you love her the way that I see
I Had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I Had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

And then in the evening light when the birds are free to fall
I watch the two of you in the shadows on the wall
How in the darkness stills some of the choices from my hand
Will I began to understand

I Had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I Wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I Had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

I Had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I Wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I Had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

it hurts to feel that the person you like, does not feel the same about you.

neededToPlay at 7/04/2004 08:37:00 PM

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Ah Net

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY LANETAR QUEK YU!!!!!!

yupps. today's the good day of a very very dear fren of mine, lanetar quek yu. turns 16 today. hmm.

this girl.

wonderful person. great personality. great sportsmanship. great character. great humour. great talent. great person. great friend.

great everything la. hurr.

1/8 of dFarm. little chickie. sibling of white and black chickie. ahahkx.

owell.

love her loads. and ferever will. =)

neededToPlay at 7/04/2004 07:06:00 PM

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Go Dig Your Ears

//screams// CL Os = a sure need to re-take. sigh. silly listening had some soothing musik that put me into a deep slumber. and which made me wake up feeling like a blur dodoh bird. sigh. i swear i barely knew how to do the paper. ew. disgusting.

bloody hell.

off the bugis fer breakfast with kurly jarmee and ameal. was hungry but didnt eat. lol. instead accompanied jamie to "tour" bugisJ to search fer a place that she cld charge her poor-batt-flat fone. ahahkx. but...all the staff were...clueless. hai. met them back at mrt stn and went to SMU.

deb's match. oh gosh. lucky that we werent recognisable there, i hope. the four of us stood out like a sore thumb with our sch Us. hurr. deb didnt play until the 2nd quart. hmm //rubs chin//. there was another match gg on at the other court. and boy...gosh...jamie was like "they are not even wearing bball shoes!". yes! u read it right. the players werent wearing bball shoes. instead //drumroll// they were wearing //still drumroll// school shoes/new balance shoes. ai. worse than me. HA! anw. final score 10-27. stc won. shiat. sigh. poor deb. there was this stc player jersey10 who was on fire and deb remarked that tt silly player kept using her butt to push her. ahahkx. woah deb..someone trying to take advantage of u! lol. jk. caught some of the national vball team's trng. cooL! lol. shld see the look on jamie's face. and ameal's hurtful voice. lol.

went back to bugis to wait fer those two silly crash victims of mine. made me wait fer half n hour can. so mean. and while waiting, i was reading my biology notes. i saw frm the corner of my eye two kids walking towards me. and the next thing i knew was that one kid was pinching my cheek. i looked up...and it was lanetar quek and cornelyus ng. lol. two kids ahahkx. cutesm [[ivan's all-time fav]]. owell. walked arnd looking fer a watch. walked here walked there. rmbr making them sniff chanel's smell. loads of them. ahahkx. and i even rmbr torturing them with some chanel smell that so totally smells like toilet/shit/urine. ahahkx. shld see their faces man. i was choking like mad. hehh. anw...he finally settled on a Hugen watch. nice! i choose one k. hehh. so proud of myself. 138bucks. rich ass. roamed arnd bugis and i heard someone shout "STEFFF!!!!". turned arnd...yan minru and wang enjian. so paiseh. urgh. but nvm. at least yc got to see the randall tan-lookalike. hurrhurr. met the redcross peeps too. looked at dungs [[sp?]]. shirts. bags. jeans. hmm. yupp. ate at mosB. crapped. nth much. went home. all alone. mean ppl them. hrmph. owell.

went home and sleppptttt...a nice long nap! ha!

neededToPlay at 7/04/2004 06:04:00 PM

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2.7.04

R.E.A.P.

~~k. u know what?i shall not update today. as in..i'l type tmr...kinda..erm...yah.~~

let's just pretend today's 0207 alrights [[it's in fact 0307]]?

Now, what about project R.E.A.P. day. //rubs chin//. Had superbly slack-ish lessons in the morn before prep and all. Amath was “im-such-a-sloth” while chem was pretty much like “when-on-earth-will-the-minute-hand-actually-reach-9.30?”. hurrhurr. Actually chem wasn’t that bad. I supposed it was just cos it was the last day of the week and everyone was erm //cough// pretty excited bout the upcoming event. Lol. jeann and i were crapping our way thru the entire chem period. oh gosh. i swear shes such a cool freak. lmao.

Anw, when the bell finally rang, we moved up to 2/6’s classroom to get prepared fer the old folks. Kinda chaotic. Met SH and LH outside their classrooms. Those two silly girls...sigh...did last minute wrapping and tying. ahahkx. lanet sorta pissed me off. but i got over it. went to 2/2 to look fer hushing only to realise that she was going home - sick. ai. owell.

recess. woohoo!!!lanet dragged me to the carnival. was tempted to get SO many stuff. but didnt hav money with me. sigh. and i cldnt really bite. darn those shitcrapmolarbraces i just got. URGH. but owell. i managed to get 2bucks frm mdm khoo. lol. and 1buck frm fana. ahahkx. bought some //shakes head// wanton. lol. and that marshmellow thingy thing. hehh. oh oh. then it was time fer the buddies [[me!!!]] to head to the foyer to go pick up our oldfolks. hehh. so cute....

lanet was like "AH GONG AH MAH!!! HO BO???" lol. everyone was laughing. ahahkx. sharonC had so much trouble trying to converse in hokkien with the old folks during the start of the prog-o. lmao. anw...brought our buddies back to class. poor them, hav gotta climb to the second storey. sigh. anw, my buddy was really cool. ahahkx. bonding was not bad lah...as in our hosting. yup. kinda funny. brought them [[the old folks]] down to the carnival aft they ate, drank, slurped. walked arnd here and there. kept on seeing LH+SH. stole some of SH's erm...ice thingy thing. lol. and they kept whacking my butty wutty! hrmph. i was bloody thirsty. drank jodd's drink too. ahahkx. oh..and zoe's too. lol.

went back to class to play games with the folks. played bingo. //yawns// boring. then had pictionary. it was ok lah. but we advanced to action-ary. lol. lanet. lol. damn funny. and i joined in too. ahahkx. kinda fun. hehh. took pics. laughed. talked. owell. all those. then it came to bid those ppl good bye. hai. it was kinda sad. they're so cute, noe...the old folks. lol.

hmm. had feedback session aft tt. quite worthwhile, the session was. mayb it was because 9/10 of the time, I was the ONE giving the feedback. AHAHKX!

After Effect

took 10 to tamp with flyzee, jarmee and yenkee. stupid jamie...make fun of me. chey. and fly too ah. idiots. silly ppl them. hehh.

met up with tkc then went to buy tics. saw shau. and when she saw tkc with me..gave me a really weird look. ahahkx. lmao. owell. hurr. went to spotlight to get the dyes fer dFarm. yay. we're all gonna dye samereebokbag black. hehh. then silly yc finally came. phew. went to eat at ljs...aft much persuasion, saying that fish is soft...i can chew. blah. saw black chickie, white chicke and the fly there. ai. yc was commenting on jamie's laughter. ahahkx. tts funny. owell. and when karine kwan finally came, i swear i cld hav just chopped her legs off. oh gosh. the two guys were like making remarks bout her not having the need to put make-up cos she looks really ugly with it. lol. just how straight-forward can my two close frens get eh? lmao.

watched spidey2. kinda cool.

walked walked around aft the show. slacked. then they pissed me o.f.f. especially with that topic, those comments. urgh. was close to tears. actually..i was already tearing lha. but ai...ignored them...for a while. but eventually told them that it really hurts when it's in excess. yc was trying to cheer me up. silly boy lah he. owell.

ah. went home. talked to hushing. felt much much better. =)

neededToPlay at 7/02/2004 08:29:00 PM

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1.7.04

Gay-ness

right. school was super slack today. as in fer me. jean and me were practically laughing erm the whole day. lol.

phototaking. stood next to fana again. hehh. so funny. the candid one was so FUN! i became erm...//rubs chin// elvis? with joy's shitcrap glasses and fake side-burns. lol. hehh. i swear lanet looks EXACTLY like elvis. oh and wani too. //chuckless//

ah. last year together.

mrYeo gave us flowers. ive got two. hehh. sssshhhh

took lotsa candid shots using joy's wonderfully, awfully expensive and exquisite digi-olympus-professional camera. lol. hehh.

everyone had stuffies. fana had tortoise. so cute. i love it. i love it that i chose that tortoise. hurr. it's so darn cute. hehh.

owell. aft school was ok lah. crapped with HeadClub. and then went out with dFarm, missing lanet and ameal and fly. we all had same bags!!! ahahkx.

cute.

neededToPlay at 7/01/2004 08:07:00 PM

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30.6.04

Re: I'm Sorry

//im speechless//

ok. im sorry.

how on earth am i gonna write a 1000word apology letter? //scratches head//.

10words can?

hehh.

neededToPlay at 6/30/2004 07:50:00 PM

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I am such a Neh.

I admit it. -nods- I am very very very very very very very very very very very very very very sorry to LH&SH. I sincerely apologise and hope to have the honour to treat them to lunch tomorrow. SH&LH - okay?

I, Lim I-Ting Stefanie, promises to eat the cookies regardless of what ingredients that have been added. I promise never ever to make them waste their precious time looking for me, or waste their money calling me. I will also not go for stupid dental appointments just to check my stupid mouth and teeth and make them look for me like mad. Though I have already letters for them, I don't mind writing another 1000-word apology letter for them.

-Lim I-Ting Stefanie aka HelmetHead the DODO Chairman Neh

neededToPlay at 6/30/2004 03:04:00 PM

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29.6.04

Life

it's such an ambiguous word. Life.

when one speaks of Life, does not the word Death come alongside with it? these two words are in a package, right?

just what is life? is it about living? is it about going to school, mugging our brains off, taking "irrelevant" examinations, making frens, watching movies, shopping, playing? what IS life?

how about death? what is death? when ppl die, can they see us? do they really linger around? or..do some spirits drift in limbo? //rubs chin//.

such complex theories and words. definations. meanings. significance.

it's so scary at the same time fascinatiing cos we are given life so easily...but our lives can be taken away just by a snap of a finger, just like that. freaky.

mr yeo talked about this subj with us today, during the last 15min of emath. was talkin bout his good fren's wife dying aft giving birth to the second child. it's like, noone expected it..and there, she just left everyone with question marks popping out in the minds, WHY WHY WHY?

you nvr know what's gonna happen at the next second, next min, hr, day, week etc. it's amazing how one's life can actually end just so simply. a simple life. yes. how simple. and that's why we shld cherish the ones close to us. grab every chance to tell them how much you love them etc. hurr hurr. mr yeo's words. true true. u nvr know when it's ur last time hearing me talk/ reading my words. i might be dead during the next few hours.

u nvr know what the future has in store fer us.

and i want to thank debre and ameal. but also, i want to apologize. this is me. i can't help it. im not wallowing in self-pity. at least i dont think i am. =|

neededToPlay at 6/29/2004 05:45:00 PM

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27.6.04

Tomorrow

[[think : Annie, the Musical]]. lmao

anw, tomorrow's the day. YES! //clenches fist//. ah right. i cant clenched my fist due to my poor swollen-at-the-lowest-knuckle-pinky. hurr. there's school tmr. and im gonna attend that chaotic place in my green uniform..dress..pinafore bleh. all unprepared. not much work done during the JuneHols. shucks.

Os. Os. Os. Os.

urgh.

and...ive yet to get my prog-o report card signed!!! what?

oh. and i had a vry funny dream during my erm...afternoon sleep. hehh. kinda difficult to describe. hmm.

owell. wish me luck fer tomorrow.

neededToPlay at 6/27/2004 08:15:00 PM

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26.6.04

School

right. just got my upcoming term's [[which so sadly occurs in say roughly 33hrs time]] schedule. it's pretty bad. the bad subjs are mixed with the good subjs. and that is not good. cos that wld only mean that my day is...well...pretty spoilt. sigh. owell. i'll make do with it. =). even week's schedule's worst than odd's. gosh. we only hav three periods of MT [[ok. fine. so CL Os are over.]] and that means that ive only got three slack periods. urgh. the fourth MT period is now currently known as P.Lit supp period. wth. yes. actually i do need tt extra p.lit period. ive got to seriously get at least a A1-B3 fer p.lit. i swear my mom wld kill me if i dont. sigh. speaking of MT periods. 4/8's gotta come down to first floor to our class. hurr hurr. yay. but not good at the same time cos 4/8's no longer next to us. and i cant go to jamie to kapo sweets/food if i dont bring. ai. my cousin and my fellow farm-mates...i'll miss you three. ahahkx.

had chem tuition today. woke up at 7 and went back to sleep till 7.30. took a quick bath and rushed to mrsC's place, only to find out that im the earliest. those three silly ones stoned their way to mrsC's place. lmao. shld see their faces man. daniel was being such a crazyfreak. lol. dont know what shitcraptheory he was coming out with. but mrsC was rather pleased with him cos he knew organic chem and tts despite the fact tt he didnt, fergot rather, to turn up fer lesson last week. lmao. ah. he claims he listens in class. ahahkx. right dan. miriam was the blur one today. SUPERBLY blur. ahahkx. and gera was the total opposite of me. i was getting all my isomers qns wrong, and there she was, getting each and every isomer qns right. hrmph. owell. ended 20min early. whee.

went home to zZz. slept till 2++. had lunch. some funny beehoon. read p.lit text and guidebook. hehh.

gonna go fer baby nat's birthday bash party laterh. yay. -_-.

True Love Never Runs Smooth

ai. some bad stuff happened between two good friends of mine...and in case u're wondering...those two are a couple.

//shakes head//

everything will be fine. trust me.

just work things out, CAREFULLY. if not...

sth that u both do not want to happen will happen.

neededToPlay at 6/26/2004 04:36:00 PM

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25.6.04

The Clock's Ticking My Time Away

why do things that make me go envious keep popping out in front of my face.

darn.

and the clock's ticking yes. and here i am. doing nth.

wasting my fcuking time.

how wonderful.

i wish...i wish..i had someone with me now.

seriously.

neededToPlay at 6/25/2004 09:20:00 PM

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Pulls Hair [[what hair?]]!!!

//whines// NOOOO!!!! it cant be...........

according to alicia, apparantly my right pinky [[yes the one that hurts like crazy]] is a sprained poor pinky.

sigh sigh sigh.

i shall list down my sprains.

1. - my left big toe [[dont ask me how. ive got no idea either. all i know that it was real swollen and extremely painful.

2. - my right ankle [[while playing ball at the court at dnt block. can rmbr myself crying when i saw how swollen my ankle was. flooding debre's pinafore. jamie massaging it fer me. lanetar applying pressure on icepack. hurr.]]

3. - my right ankle, again, after two weeks. [[playing ball again. this time round, during morning game. lol. can rmbr me landing on qiqi's feet. sigh. and EVERYBODY telling me that it's not a sprain. blah. and what...it was swelling like hell. sigh.]]

4. - my right ankle, yes..again, after two weeks again...[[this time. while walking. aft tuition. dropped to the fall, dead. this bloody sharp pain. sigh.]]

5. - my right pinky [[during ball game again.stupid yen yong chye. tootsie neh-nehh he. bleh.]]

sigh sigh sigh. im just waiting fer my wrist. ew.

neededToPlay at 6/25/2004 07:56:00 PM

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Keyboard

it feels nice to type. i like typing. just as much as i love writing. just give me sth to type/write about.

actually im crapping here. hehh.

my pinky still hurts.

i wonder how's lanet and corn. //rubs chin//.

neededToPlay at 6/25/2004 07:02:00 PM

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My Friday

//screams// last friday before a brand new hectic chaotic shitcrap school term resumes. oh my. hav gotta start working hard, study hard, study smart //nods head vigorously//. cant slack anymore [[are u sure, stefanie lim?]]. ah. someone has to be there to give me pressure and stress. urgh. hmm //rubs chin//.

ok. the title is retarded. it sounds like some typical kindergarde-primary school english composition heading. say like "my day at the zoo". ever wonder why it's always the Zoo, Botanic Gardens, Beach, Bird Park??? all those places. sigh. why dont they have...erm...//rubs chin//...yakult factory? lol. owell.

anw. was sleeping real soundly till my alarm rang. snoozed it about three times before tkc's msg came buzzing in. sigh...and tt yc also. sigh...bathe. ate. blah. rushed downstairs to pick my beloved dear fren and had to wait fer another beloved fren of mine. silly boy he. dont know how to alight at the stop aft the church. silly him walked all the way frm the church to my place. sigh. cute. hurr². yepp. those two ludicrous guys came over. slacked. tried fer dont know how long to tune my teevee. lmao. damn funny man those two. ahahkx. had pizza. well, yc had one entire medium //gasps// pizza by himself and kc had his zinger burger. and poor me only had garlic bread. but no worries man. i didnt pay fer it. hehh. =). my sis was goofying arnd with them too. lol. corn and lanet came too, after erm. say n hour? hehh. made yc skip tuition and we slacked in my room. crashed onto kc a couple of times when he was in bed. AHAHKX! damn funny. was practically squashing him. hurr hurr. and poor yc..waiting fer us to play ball. hehh. owell. i crashed onto him too. so fun. lanetar quek ah. only know how to sleep. just like cornelyus ng. now i know why...ahahkx. owell. oh..and there was this period of time tt kc was alone in the room, and i went upstairs and i went "WAH!!!"...shld see his face man. cldnt stop laughing fer about a minute or so. lol. tt guy. makes me laugh like mad. ahahkx. aiyah. damn funny lah tt entire period in my room. ahahkx.owell. sigh.

went to play ball finally arnd 4+. and silly yc was trying to get lanet's and corn's attn by throwing the ball frm the corridor up to my bedroom window. and when...FINALLY...it dropped downstairs. oh my gosh. i swear i thought it wld hit the car but...phew //wipes sweat away// it landed its way in between these two cars. phew man. and obviously kc and me made him go down to take the ball. lol. stupid him. sigh. went to play ball. damn funny, as usual. and tootsie yen yong chye "distorted" my finger. shit him. hehh. it still hurts know. and silly him, AS USUAL. threw to ball to the second level. sigh. and he made his way down by..erm..unusual methods aft getting the ball. i swear i thought it was gonna sprain his ankle [[CHOI!]] when he jumped down frm THAT ht. phew. lanet and corn were somehow erm..at "loggerheads", not literally..but physically. okai. wth. anw, yea, these two were playing rough. trying to get at each other's face. sigh. these two..i seriously dont know when will the both of them grow up and start u-know...erm...be more...serious in their relationship //shakes head// [[speak fer urself,steff]]. sigh. yc and kc were kinda erm. worried bout those two.

laura played too. and yes, i do not need to say what she was doing. hehh. =). funny girl she.

wonder what stace and steph wld say if the both of them were there just now. ah. can imagine. LMAO!

and now. poor me with a really caustic pinky is back home. gonna get read to take my bath, eat and set down to my ancient textbooks. didnt managed to get any REAL work done. hehh.

we shld go bowl one day. hehh. and then u two, my beloved crashing bags...shall show my two beloved two other friends, ur abilities.

//chuckles//.

neededToPlay at 6/25/2004 06:11:00 PM

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Ride Me On Your Wings

i feel lonely. i feel lost. i feel as though everyone's leaving me. ok, im not trying to gain any sympathy or anything. im just typing out what im feeling.

it kinda hurts when everyone starts saying negative stuff about you. well, not at first...but once everything starts piling up...you'll start to feel this tremendous heavy load on you. and you'll start to crumble.

and when you tell others that ure well, negative, and others start ensuring you that ure not...u tend to think whether to believe what they say. you nvr know when they're just trying to get a good impression.

owell. sometimes it's better to think of the worse than try to force urself to think of the good things.

ah. what a life i have.

pessimism. wonder if anybody cld take me out frm this world of mine.

neededToPlay at 6/25/2004 01:19:00 AM

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24.6.04

At The Court

right. played ball today. kinda slack. nth much.

ah. laura rocks my world. lol. tootsie neh-nehh she. hurr hurr. yc and kc are so funny. gosh. and corne's good. everyone's like praising him. ahahkx. can u imagine him playing agnst yc and kc. sigh. and yes...cornelyus won. wow.

//applause//

lanet joined us after her physio //shuns// ew. her wound. ew. i was so freaking afraid that the ball wld hit her. gosh. and she even played. yes. wow. she rocks my world too.

ok. played till quite late in the night. there was this sec1 AHS guy who played too. he's really tall. he's actually 14 lah. retained. //rubs chin// and guess what, he's in some chinese drama cca. hurr hurr. and we met that CRAZY guy again. and that AHS told us that he always plays with him and //gasps// the CRAZY guy always seems to be wearing the same attire day after day. woah.

and silly yen yong chye..calling "fie fie!!here i come" over and over again //shakes head//. sigh. kinda cute tho. hurr. and that tkc ah. wa lao. so drama. ahahkx. owell. those are my buddies. what can u expect. as crazy as MEEEE!!!!

Acid Tongue

got scolded by mommy cos of my fone bill. sigh. ferever getting it cos of that. and...she apparantly doesnt allow me to go play ball tmr. URGH!!! cannot. hav to playyyyy...

shucks.

neededToPlay at 6/24/2004 10:31:00 PM

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03 06 04

alrighty. it's a saturday. and im gonna head down to watch deb play. HA! shes so gonna crash. hehh.

IJTP vs IJstT. st theresa's. ew. hate the ballers there. ok, cept fer KD. ah. where's KD??? owell. ijtp better trash theresa's man. the cdiv ballers hav got faces that seem to have "hay-you-over-there-you-feel-like-slapping-my-face-go-ahead" plastered on it. sigh.

ok. and on that day, theres CL Os listening. yes. yes.

urgh;

SAJC!!!

neededToPlay at 6/24/2004 12:42:00 AM

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Where Are Your Eyes Grown At?

oh gosh. seriously, i think that guy's taste are getting frm bad to worse. ok. not taste. let me try, desire? temptation? urge?

yes. those three words seem to fit the "you-hit-the-wrong-button" category. //shakes head//

take my dear prisch friends, TKC n YYC. oh gosh. //faints//. nvr in my entire sixteen years of existence hav i experienced or known such fellow humans who have got such intense desire, temptation and urge fer the opposite sex. seriously.

and when one sets his eyes on this really attractive girl [[well, in THEIR opinion]], he will get head over heels over that //cough// attractive girl. and that is despite the fact that he has not seen the girl before, only thru pictures, and only knowing her name. //shakes head//. but nvm. i totally forgive them. because...they simply hav gotta satisfy this insatiable desire/tempation/urge of theirs cos with faces like that [[speaking of myself here too]],it's kinda 85% impossible fer them to find SOMEONE fer them to look at everyday. someone who's definitely theirs. yes.

ah. but no worries. i dont hang on to guys that i dont know and dream about them. hurr. one look and that's it. shld God allow, if a relationship/friendship blossoms, it's a bonus. //smiles//.

but even impossible speaks i-m-possible. so it IS possible fer me...them to get SOMEONE. well. hopefully.

wth. im not supposed to be thinking bout this right now. STUDIES!!!! Os!!!!

//clenches fist//

neededToPlay at 6/24/2004 12:24:00 AM

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23.6.04

Charmed

ah yes. i had just watched Charmed. yes, the Charmed Ones. on cable. hehh. and i seriously think that Chris is really cute. hehh //blushes//.

//rubs chin//

charmed by the emu meat i ate fer lunch today at some hotel opp raffles hotel [[looking arnd fer frowns]]. yes, emu meat. it's kinda nice actually. my sis had ostrich. sigh. and wow, thanks fer the tip, mom. well, my sis and i didnt know until JUS NOW that we had been taking snake's //pukes// gall bladder since young. ok fine. we dont take it now but ew..snake's gall bladder? drinking it rather...and that thingy thing tt i LOVED to bits...is actually //gasps// frog's brain. oh gosh. spare me all these exotic food.

right. exotic. HOW EXOTIC.

headed to queensway to look fer new ball and shoes. dad didnt allow to get spalding infusion Gold. everyone was saying since we dont play professional [[wth?]] bball, why get such an expensive ball. owell. settled fer this spalding erm..//rubs chin//...some spalding leather ball lah. went to look fer shoes.

bloody nike and adidas dont have my size!!! //clenches fist// urgh. they had such nice shoes. ok fine, nike had such nice shoes. esp that white-black-red one. sigh. dad was giving me the face. blah. dont wanna talk bout tt shitcrapconversation that i had with him. ew. anw. converse was my backup. ah. got converse shoes. yes. converse. owell. wth.

played bally wally aft tt. didnt play much cos the ah-peks had match agnst the youngsters //chuckles//. eh. the ah-peks are good k. full court noe. and they won so many times. sigh. i wished i were tt ah-pek //points to the half-naked botak head ah-pek//. hah. ra's ferever blur i tell you. hehh. now i know why shes my goodie. hehh. anw we talked bout JC. school. ah school. //rubs chin//. very stressed up. fcuked up. yep. totally. sigh. owell. ohoh and latest news...ra pointed out to me her new crush //gestures to that USA guy//. kinda cute. hehh. ahahkx.

gonna play again tmr...wonder who's playing. kinda bored.

gotta study too. urgh. feel damn guilty man.

p.s: natY is funny, seriously funny. love her to bits!

neededToPlay at 6/23/2004 09:10:00 PM

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22.6.04

Pleasures

chem class was so fun. lol. silly daniel fergot that we had chem today. hurr hurr. mrsC was relating to gera miriam and me bout her trip to the states.

one word : HOT!!!

ahahkx. poor mrsC.

owell. organic chem again. hurr. didnt hav test. phew //wipes sweat//. wasnt prepared fer her random qns anw. had this icy feeling down my spine when she stared real hard into my eyes when i cldnt answer the qns. urgh. stupid me.

hmm. owell. study more then. sigh.

pleasures. yes. tmr gonna head to queensway to get shoes and ball //jumps//. woohoo. cant play ball. ah. nvm. on thursday. hehh.

Help

stupid melati.

lanet had to hav four stitches cos of tt girl. tkd trng. i mean , oh fine, right. lanet's gonna fight fer singapore. fine. gotta train her. but the need fer stitches? a little over the brim right?

four. four stitches.

bet corn must be super worried. ah. gosh.

neededToPlay at 6/22/2004 11:08:00 PM

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Grrr

ok. right. sth's wrong with my tagboard. i seriously do not know what.

owell.

i shall just post my msges here. just in case that silly baby boy comes to read my shitcrapblog.

THE FOLLOWING IS REFERRED TO SILLY BABY BOY

hurr. you shld know who u are. bleh. anw. eh. hav got impt qns that seek your wise answers. lmao. owell. yea. where are you?? i dun see you online. anw. see ya online aft 10 k? hmm. yepp. until then. toodley woodles. `ting tao te`. lol.

neededToPlay at 6/22/2004 07:47:00 PM

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Shoosh

super duper tired. dont wanna go fer chem later. hav got test too. urgh. if i dun perform up to standard, mrsC's gonna kill me. sigh.

my gramps making a hell of a noise. gurgling her phlegm. well, it sounds like that. cos shes screaming and theres this gurgling noise. gross. i hate that sound. and shes talking. well, shouting rather. and that obviously results in her choking. coughing her guts out. it's really gross.

ew.

ah. ok. everything's quiet now. ok at least fer a few minutes or so. sigh.

anw. woke up REAL [[note the emphasise]] late today. was supposed to wake up 1hr45min earlier than the time i woke up. gosh. went to call fana and tell her that i wldnt be able to meet her. sigh. but i met her anw. on the bus. that silly girl. lazed arnd...took her time...dilly-ed dally-ed...ai...met jamie on our way in. lmao. that silly girl. took SUCH A LONG TIME to jay. ok. i shant say much. what IF sth happens if shes jaying. CHOI! anw, tuition was fun. with joey making so much noise. it was really noisy, but fun. ah. wth. hehh.

went to pp to eat yoshi with shing, jamie and lanet. walked arnd fer awhile. talked blah. hmm. called daddy to pick me up. but that lazy bum didnt want to. hrmph. poor me hav gotta walk all the way to roxy there to take 10 [[i hate 31]]. but it's okai. had jamie with me. hurr. her ankles..sigh..she better learn how to take care of herself, physically. sigh.

missed the bloody 10. but nvm. met daph on the bus. ahahkx. crapped like mad k. hehh.

slept. till erm 6.30. stupid cornelyus. msged me. woke me up. but good thing he did that. i cant imagine myself being late fer mrsC's class man. miriam gera and dan wld SO kill me. sigh.

owell.

right. there she goes again. screaming.

neededToPlay at 6/22/2004 07:20:00 PM

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Unforgettable

ah. fcuk. i just had to see/come across sth that i ABSOLUTELY prayed, wished, hoped that i wldnt come across.

urgh.

and that stupid face just had to come along with it.

and im falling all over again.

i hate it.

neededToPlay at 6/22/2004 12:50:00 AM

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21.6.04

Roll Around

hmm. deb's pretty pissed bout her bball. first match commencing 2906, tuesday. ah. wanna go watch. but hav got tuition. shld i skip it to go see her? hmm. //rubs chin//. dunno why she's condemning herself, saying tt shes not a good player. i think she is lah. ok fine. im in NO position to comment bout basketball. but yea...as an ONLOOKER. shes pretty good.

agile.

but even if shes good, and the rest of her team-mates are shit. it's no use, right, deb? hmm. yea. tts what she says. lack of communication. can really feel how much she wants to prove that they are not tt lousy after all.

shld i go see??? she told me not to.

ah.

but her next match is the next day. hmm.

owell. hmm. dun worry deb. at least you do self-trng. i mean, come on...frm the way she mentions bout her mates. oh man. jia you k. dun worry. as long as you know that you played ur best...

yepp..

neededToPlay at 6/21/2004 10:58:00 PM

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Oh! How About That?

bangkok. woah. four years since i last stepped foot in.

i shant go day by day. too much to talk about.

anw. raffles' class food is SO much better than first class. sigh. owell. watched 50firstdates on my flight there. ah. cldnt finished watching it. hehh. yepp. frances jie told us funny stuff bout ee-ee. as usual lah. the ultimate Blur Queen. hurr. headed to Baiyoke Sky. ah. the room wasnt as big as the other time's. apparantly it was called the Superior Suite...ahahkx. no wonder so big lah. chey. ah. headed to wtc. walked walked walked. didnt buy anything much lah.

deborah jie came to join us the next day, at mbk. ah. bought lotsa stuff hehh.

owell. lotsa to say. but really very lazy to type it out. hehh. oh oh. there was this really really cute thai [[i think]] guy with really gorgeous eyes. ah. //melts// hehh.

didnt manage to get ball or shoes. too expensive //shakes head//. gonna get them at queensway. hehh. yay. mommy's gonna pay. hurr hurr. duh.

had foot massage. twice, in two days. hehh. tyco must REALLY be jealous. hurr.

finished watching 50firstdates on my flight back. oh gosh. ive nvr HONESTLY been late fer a flight before. GOSH. they were like "BUSINESS CLASS PASSENGERS FLIGHT SQ
067 LIM JIT KHIANG EVELYN GOH AIK MEI SHERYL LIM I-LI STEFANIE LIM I-TING SHAUN LIM FANG SONG, PLEASE BOARD NOW" over the PA system. wah. rushed like siao man. ahahkx. but quite exciting lah. hehh. oh. and watched the RA show tt fana watched. ahahkx. not really RA lah. just a few scenes of ladies with their top bare. porn stars i mean. hurr. sex. right.

and SH..im not angry. hehh. //hugs//. it's nice too. ahahkx. bleh. //whacks ur head//. and SHERMIN LIM!!! i read ur blog le. hrmph. //smacks ur bum//

neededToPlay at 6/21/2004 10:31:00 PM

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jus for laughs..

hope steff doesnt kill mi after she sees this.. haax.

`SLEEPYhead))

neededToPlay at 6/21/2004 03:22:00 PM

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17.6.04

OVCHINNIKOV - russian gk

oh my goodness the russian goalkeeper is so thick-headed. fancy him being a goalkeeper yet was unable to observe and follow the most basic of the rules. he happily steps out of the box and used his hands to catch the ball. WTH. anyway, i'm not a fan of russia. but still, its infuriating that russia should employ such a LOUSY goalkeeper. ah, BARTHEZ with his sexy head is much better, of course. not to mention KAHN, it is the first time i'm actually complimenting him. and and! CASILLAS definitely possesses both skill and looks. even my most detested BUFFON is much more useful. ah well. i shall shoosh. or some russian fan might come after me.

-LH-

neededToPlay at 6/17/2004 10:30:00 PM

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Someone was jus tellin lies when she said She wasnt gg to miss anyone. haaa. too bad she aint gonna see this till she comes back. which is lyk.. uhm.. 210604? its a looooooong wait. =]

`SLEEPYhead))

neededToPlay at 6/17/2004 11:43:00 AM

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16.6.04

Waves

bye Losers. hurr.

ok. bye Losers who actually come to read this piece of shit //gestures to this entire blog//. actually, NO ONE reads this. lmao.

i'll be back soon.

in the meantime, i'll leave my pieceofshit to my collegues //points to the two other Heads//. yes.

keep it alive.

will NOT miss anyone. hehh.

neededToPlay at 6/16/2004 10:46:00 PM

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New

applause to my wonderful cousin //points to the entry below//. ahahkx. she helped me ALOT man.

hurr.

thanks girl

//winks//

neededToPlay at 6/16/2004 09:25:00 PM

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Blah.
I'm bored.
I'm her cousin.
She's going thailand.
i'm sad.
heh.

-the cousin-

neededToPlay at 6/16/2004 07:18:00 PM

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15.6.04

You Wanna Play, Play It Well

ok. played ball fer four hours today. woah. fine, minus off the resting time and the laughing, mayb about 3.5hrs? still long. hehh.

tried persuading jamie to come aft tuition, but apparantly she already discussed with deborah, trico they all. URGH. owell. met ting-ting at int while waiting fer corne. and oh gosh, she doesnt even recognise me! hrmph. so much fer being in the same primary school huh. oh, and how come i didn't know that she used to like gay-Ivan? hurr. apparantly [[according to Verse]], ivan's //cough// gay. lmao. HA! oh but yc opposed tt fact, said tt ivan's got a girlfriend. hurr.

met the rest of them at 2pm. lanet and me were having trouble trying to get shoes. ive nvr seen anybody so funny before. come play ball, nvr wear bball shoes. //shakes head//. at least corne was smart. DUH. ok. i gav up my shoes and she wore mine [[actually its my dad's]] and i wore my bro's shoes. ah. owell. yepp.

played. SO FUN. even though, i stayed the same. u know...an invalid player. URGH. how much i hate myself. hrmph. somebody has got to get me moving!!! //stares at zoh//. quite true know. shes like the only one who can "motivate" me and get me moving, running fer the ball, taking chances to shoot. yea //nods//. it was fun lah. seeing melv, yc and kc running around. and corne jumping here and there. woah. and boy, he's got GREAT elevation //folds arms//. and it's no fair k. the guys are like jumping so high and only lanet can erm...set herself against them. chey. if only jamie was there...IF ONLY. bleh.

anw, so funny. ahahkx. had fun. owell. OH had fun playing yc's fone too. ahahkx. bleh. tkc and me were taking IDIOTIC and SPASTIC photos. hmm //rubs chin// wonder what his reaction wld be when he sees those pics. hehh.

jie came down to play. melv yc and kc were like "wa, ur sis damn hiong ah!" ahahkx. duh right, all-rounder. lmao. but her feet were prey to melv's stomping. LOL! and melv hit her specs..it went flying //eyes move in the direction of where the specs are flying to//. ah. we all assumed she went home in a huff. ha. but cant blame melv la. //nods//. he cant see...hrmmm.

owell.

ra was being same ol ra. ferever nagging. ahahkx. like an AH-SOH [[jus like juzzie]]. ferever saying "quick, let's play. play match! QUICK!". ahahkx.

hmm.

yepp. tt shld be all i suppose. ah. i better play better ball. gotta ask..someone... URGH. any takers? lmao.

//rubs chin// btw fana..here's sth fer u. hehh. "BUAY TAHAN!!!" ppoooooottt ok fine. im super tired. wanna sleeeep...

neededToPlay at 6/15/2004 07:45:00 PM

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14.6.04

Far And Beyond

why does NZ seem so fun to fana? no fair. i didnt hav much fun over at NZ..

//slumps//

hrmph.

okidokes. anw. tmr will be a GOOD day. well, hopefully. tuition at 8.30am. hurr. so funny to hear ppl's reaction bout tuition time. hehh. argh. owe fana breakfast. hmm. owell. actually, 8.30 isnt that early right? hmm.

gonna play ball tmr. stupid mel and stace dont wanna come. phae's off somewhere in aust //folds arms//. OH! and guess who i saw at tamp int...ahahkx. STEPHANIE TAN HUI YAN! hohh hohh. stupid girl, nvr tell me shes coming down to tampines. hmm. anw, dragged her to eat icecream with me. ahahkx. asked her to play ball too but u know steph, if she actually says "OK!", it's really really GOOD. owell.

and yes, new template. kinda erm //rubs chin// ugly? hehh. btw, isnt the pic nice? hehh.

ah. and stupid LH. sigh. called me, missed call. i called back and she cld still ask me "erm. who is this?" //punches her face//. sigh.

neededToPlay at 6/14/2004 08:25:00 PM

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Heyyy. Hmm. I dont know why I'm here. JUST TOO BORED. The holidays are killing me. The HEAT is killing me. SIGH. Stef, How did you ever get over your NZ trip. I MISS IT TERRIBLY!! -sobx- Wish I could turn back the hands of time.... :((

Ok.

Btw, My photos are up Stef. Hmm. Thanx for arranging tuition at EIGHT THIRTY AM tomorow! =P You owe me breakfast arh!! Nah, its ok. Haha. Emaths right?

Toodles.

-fana the Tortoise

neededToPlay at 6/14/2004 06:32:00 PM

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13.6.04

Bend It Like Beckham

ok. why not try, Speed It Like Iverson? hehh. yes. anw, watched tt show today while eating erm //counts// four popiahs. hehh. mommy made it fer me. woohoo.

great show. and boy, that guy's cute. ok, not really but I LOVE HIS EYES! hehh. what's his name again? jonathan sth. yea.

anw. talking about GUYS //cough//. stupid xx and shermin. actually it's shermin lah. stupid LoserHead. go put such an ugly picture there. ew.

and YES, I'M STILL GONNA SAY THAT I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH ON THAT GUY, IVAN SOH ZHONGZE.. sigh. so //cough// childish. ahahkx. and besides, i last liked him more than erm 6years ago? YA 6years ago. //shakes head//.

ok, back to the show. it's bout...chasing ur dreams. getting it. and my dream is? actually, ive yet to find myself a dream. right now, is to get into SAJC, get good results. score a 10 fer L1R5, get back to tkd trng. yepp. sigh.

wish i cld play good bball //shakes head//. surprisingly, my mom's pretty ok with me playing ball. hmm. it's really weird, she forbids me frm kayakin //faints// bowling //double faints// and all other sports, but not bball? tts weird. ok, mayb she does forbid me frm playing ball. but hey, she didnt mention anything when i told her i want to get shoes. hurr². owell.

Missing Yous

ah yes. how cld i ferget. DEAREST FANA AND DEBRE-H ARE BACK FRM NZ!!! hehh.

missed them BOTH SOOOOOO MUCH. ahahkx. owell. ok im exaggerating. hmm. hope they enjoyed themselves there. and tt reminds me of sth. stace's gonna go overseas frm some trng too. hrmph. no fair. but she has yet to tell me where shes heading too.

urgh. i'm gonna ask to get me LOADS of stuff. hehh.

Splash Splash Splash

went bloopy wloopy again today, with flyzee whyzee and tan yenkee. hurr. actually cldnt swim cos i thought it was dedeng day. but who cares. i just went into the pool anw. hehh. yea. and MR SUN was being VERY naughty. kept on disappearing. hrmph.

didnt get dark. sigh.

swam quite a lot. lanetar was there to "guide" us. sigh. it was dedeng fer her. hehh.

anw. was a fun day. but the sun...URGH.

neededToPlay at 6/13/2004 10:37:00 PM

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12.6.04

GOODNESS ME.

I am here to announce that Stefanie Lim I-Ting not only loves me and SH, there's a GUY in the picture too!

Like, I'm so jealous. AHAHKX! [[ its not blackmail ]] SHY lil Stef denies everything just cos she is SHY. Well after all, she is a girl you know. [[ duh ]] hehh.

-LH- __ shermin XIAO LAO PO

neededToPlay at 6/12/2004 11:20:00 PM

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Orange Ball Black Lines

ah. so embarrassing!!! hmm. really, im just an INVALID person on court. hehh.

anw played ball today. yes yes. i know im supposed to clear my 15cm thick pile of papers, sort them out. but hmm...was tempted and gave in to the temptation. played with ra, yc n kc. gosh.

u know, even tho it's my first time seeing yc and kc play. OH MY! //faints//. i can just bloody stay stationary [[isnt that what i always do?]] and watch them both jump, intercept, weave their way through the opponents. oh my. //blink//. actually it's only yc lah. kc just erm..jumps, runs, and shoots. hurr.

ra's ferever blocking. ahahkx. and she didnt mention to me bout her injuries!!! urgh. it hurts me to know that my bestie cant do sports fer SIX months. and here i am, asking her to play ball. and the worst thing was she didnt even tell stace or steph or mel or phae!!! urgh. was so mad at her. i swear her mom wld kill us shld anything happen to her.

//shakes head//

anw. the four of us [[yc kc ra me]] played agnst these three guys who are apparantly frm yc's school. cld see this "im-so-gonna-make-you-suffer-look" plastered on his face. hurr. yepp yepp. boy, they [[my dear ol' guymates]] are good, i tell u. ive nvr seen ANYBODY jump that high before. COME ON tt guy [[yen yong chye]] can TOUCH THE RIM! oh gosh. and tan keng chuan..ahahkx...had fun slapping his back. sunburnt. ahahkx! i rule totally! anw. they're good. u know ra, yc and kc...only poor me. sigh. //shakes head//

but i think we won. yea. shld be la. hay, at least i got in 5 balls. somemore kanna scolded k. "go guard tt guy lah! dont stand arnd and pose!" //shudders// so fierce. ferever. sigh. i think i can make tt my movtivational phrase.hehh. ok lemme see. i intercepted one ball. tts quite good k. considering the fact tt all of them jump so freaking high and move so damn bloody fast. hmm. and...erm..yea. tts all. i stood at my fav //grins// spot to shoot. woohoo. fine. lame.

playing again this tuesday. jamie says shes got match..huh? then how she go fer tuition like that? hmm. cornelyus and lanetar yes. shall drag them along. and if possible, i'll ask yan and trico too. and and..how can i ferget dear ol juzzie! ahahkx.hmm. shall ask stace and gang whether they can make it. shall drag them ALL THE WAY DOWN TO TAMPINES AGAIN! ahahxk. good thing laura stays near me.

oh dear.

all the more i shld just sit down and watch. hehh.

neededToPlay at 6/12/2004 07:22:00 PM

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Bitch

urgh. that bitcy two-faced-hypocrite sha hui is such a pain in the ass. urgh.

ok. im watching this chinese drama show called erm //rubs chin// peach girl? yea yea.

urgh. how much i hate that girl. hmm. i wonder if there are really any girls just like her in the REAL world. i bet there are, no doubt bout it.

anw, look, the sun is SO good. hmm. jie asked me to go bloopbloop. i wanna go, but just too lazy to step out of the house. furthermore, ive yet to clear my cupboard. //stares at the scenary outside// aaahh..the sun IS really good. hehh..

oh oh. and ivan's body is really..//blinks// woah. ok. i shall shut up. i can imagine LH going -_-. hurr hurr.

still, that sha hui is STILL A BITCH! //slaps her face//

neededToPlay at 6/12/2004 12:45:00 PM

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11.6.04

Head Club

hay. no fair. i must find sth to call you. a long name. hmm.

//rubs chin//

you gundusamypathu-tootsie-nehh²-losey-wosey-gooey-nincompoopsie-person-you.

ahahkx! mine's longer. hmm. just lemme see whether i can memorize that. hehh. anw. this woman here "hacked" into my blog and "bombarded" my wonderful and peaceful blog with her entry. ahahkx. nah. jk. she was too bored. so gave this girl here sth to do. hehh.

anw. yes. i was searching fer THAT person. THAT person stays above me, in the SAME flat. i see THAT person almost every morning, when THAT person takes the life, or when THAT person walks to the simei mrt station. oh and THAT person lives on the twelfth floor.

//rubs chin//

oh btw. guess who i "met" on friendster. IVAN SOH ZHONGZE! lmao. hmm. gosh. how much he has changed. hehh. owell. and tt stupid LH. hmm. must u ANNOUNCE to the world? chey. //smacks ur face//

=)

neededToPlay at 6/11/2004 11:58:00 PM

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yay I'm so proud of myself for lengthening HelmetHead's erm, STATEMENT?!

TOADIE POOPSIE KOO BODOSAMY KAKU!

and and!! I'm still working on making it loonger. =p oh anyway. HH wasted my time in finding a certain GMSS on friendster just cos she was looking for a certain somebody [I WONDER WHO?!] and ended up not being able to find that somebody. ahahkx. oops. also, there's her P3 crush to talk about. HE looks like a BUTCH. hehh. owell. I better shoosh before HH comes around to whack my bumbum. =D

-LoserHead [i rock]

neededToPlay at 6/11/2004 11:38:00 PM

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Fools Rush In

how i hate myself. influenced. influenced. INFLUENCED!

urgh.

why cant i just concentrate on my studies, get my butt into a jc, instead of drowning myself in dreaming about sth that will never happen. allow me to emphasize again...NEVER happen!!! so, why not i get myself up and going, get my face into my books, get the knowledge and results up my ass and get myself into a goddamn jc, and not get myself involved in all this it-will-never-happen-shit?

but. there's always a but arnd eh.

this is all a fantasy. even me gg into a jc is all fake. i know very well myself that i cant get into a jc. look at my attitude. even ppl who dont know me [[right. WHO knows me]] tell me that i wont make it in a jc. right.

fantasy fantasy. people hate me. PEOPLE = more than ONE. yes. but they cant tell me straight in the face because im always around them. i guess only ra's brave enough to actually tell me that she hates me. //rubs chin//. even great ol' wise one didnt say anything. hurrhurr.

i'm a PERFECT BEAST.

neededToPlay at 6/11/2004 02:16:00 PM

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